25th January 2010

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Why I hate the Philippines

This country really sucks. It sucks because the moment you step out of your house, you smell the garbage, you see the pollution, and the place is just a complete dump.  It just frustrates me to live in a country where it is so disorganized and undisciplined. If only the philippines was a disciplined country, I would stay here…BUT ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You see that the Philippines is complete crap. Until now, we are still a third world country and cant even compete with our neigboring countries. my number one reason why i hate this country is because its dirty and disorganized.

my personal experience, during the weekdays i have to go to la salle university because thats where i go. my parents forced me to go there. Whenever i go down the station, The LRT, there is always that DISGUISTING SMELL that goes to meet me everyday. I HATE THE SMELL SO MUCH. I really hate it. Whenever I smell that smell, IT smells like puke and garbage combined and just getting that smell into your head makes you wanna hate the country more.

one more thing why i hate this country is because i’m not in an art school for college. my reason for saying this is that this poor, pitiful country has such a bad system that there are barely any good schools.

here is one thing. If the stupid philippines was a first-world country, there are possibilities that its schools would have good reputations as well. In this way my parents would have allowed me to go to an art school. One of which is benilde. I really want to go to this school but my parents especially my mom didnt want me to go to this school because of the bad reputation. Now, i’m in my second year of college and i feel like my heart cant take it anymore. if i dont have the heart anymore. i think i will intentionally fail my subjects just so i can shift.

What pisses me off most of the time is that my parents still control my life. my mom says ” LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT” doesnt this mean you control your life but its so hypocritical!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they’re controlling my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS MY LIFE NOT THEIRS. i dont get the point why they want to control my life. I REALLY WANT TO STUDY IN AN ART SCHOOL. BUT BECAUSE OF THE BAD REPUTATION OF BENILDE. I WAS THROWN TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD WHICH IS LA SALLE.

EVERYTIME I GO TO SCHOOL AND RIDE THE TRAIN, I ALWAYS HAVE THAT BURDEN THAT I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL. I FEEL THAT I JUST WANNA DO SOMETHING ELSE. IT ALWAYS FRUSTRATES ME!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT SO MUCH……..

FOR ME, THATS WHY I JUST REALLY WANT TO GO AND MOVE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY AND NEVER RETURN TO THIS DUMP COUNTRY. ITS A STUPID THING WHAT MY PARENTS SAY..I CANT GO TO AN ART SCHOOL HERE BUT THEY CAN LET ME GO TO AN ART SCHOOL ABROAD.

THE DAMN STUPID PROBLEM IS THIS COUNTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT JUST REALLY FRUSTRATES ME!~!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 GOD I REALLY HATE THIS DAMN COUNTRY. I JUST WANNA LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK. THE PROBLEM THEN IS THAT MONEY IS THE ISSUE WHY I CANT GO ABROAD. FOR ME, IT JUST REALLY SUCKS TO BE ME. LIVING IN A FAMILY THAT IS HARD UP ON MONEY. I CANT EVEN GO TO AN ART SCHOOL BECAUSE OF MONEY STUPID DAMN MONEY!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MONEY IS THE ONLY THING STOPPING MY DREAMS FROM HAPPENING~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD I WISH MY LIFE WAS BETTER THAN HOW CRAPPY IT IS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 GOD!!!!!!!!

FOR ME, I’VE BEEN WANTING TO GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS COUNTRY SINCE 2005, ITS BEEN FIVE YEARS AND STILL NOTHING IS HAPPENING TO OUR IMMIGRATION TO CANADA/ I FEEL LIKE A PRISONER IN THIS COUNTRY ITS JUST SO UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!1111 THERE ARE JUST SO MANY THINGS I HATE ABOUT THIS COUNTRY THATS WHY I WANNA LEAVE THIS COUNTRY FOR GOOD. I JUST HATE THSI COUNTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE IT ROTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!1